Sunday, August 25, 2013

private email and my private thoughts, beliefs

edited  email to .....

I hope you had a great week. I am off sun and monday from work.


I did not bring anyone from my former life sadly. I hope in time my      will understand and embrace me. it is not a easy journey but one worth it. I have had highs I never dreamt at xerox, va and within the community.


I have found that opening up my heart was the key to healing my soul. I also believe facing the demons from the past and healing was critical in my growth. I have come to learn that surgery is just part of the process and having goals beyond surgery is critical in my opinion. I with all my heart believe that surgery will not heal my soul because that will come from within.


I believe there is a window of opportunity where one must seize the dream and go for the surgery but if one get the surgery before mentally healing it could be dangerous. I honestly have one transgendered friend. I have had the courage to reach out to people and understand I don't have black, white or glbt friends but just friends.


in all honesty my friends are predominately heterosexual women that are spiritual. I would not trade one of my friends who has stood with me while facing my demons . they mean the world to me and it just so happens all but a few are women. the same kinda women I grew up with.


this is my experience and email when you can


take care and thank you

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