some stats I found from brazil study on failure with surgery 40 % complications

hi

this is the first study that does not sugarcoat the danger of surgery.  40 percent have complications . it is as bad as I thought and what I have chosen to undertake is about as dangerous as any experimental surgery.  the pain in my body and mind increases by the minute and day. I cannot even look at two women kissing because I know I want to be with a woman as a woman but I cannot . I could pleasure her but I would want her to pleasure me and I cannot because of this disease I have no vagina. I have carried this pain in me for so long but with estrogen it has made me confront the horrible situation and can I survive to tell my story ?. i am praying to god and all my friends in my inner circle to hold on to me . i am in the fight of my life and since no one in the community will speak openly about the mental, health aspect I am doing it alone with a few women and doctors .... this situation does not have to exist.

thank you

rachel

the site is below


http://www.transhealthcare.org/sexual-satisfaction-srs-brazil/