rachel it is time to raise money and bring this surgery to the forefront via live feed

hi

I am very determined to beat this disease and succeed where so many have failed. My goal is to ensure that others do have to endure the pain I have over the last few decades and fight the wars I have in the last 2 yrs.  There was no reason for people's  actions in many cases except their perception of who I am based on the media, experiences and generalization of who and what a woman like me is, none.  I intend to bring this disease to the forefront and with me there is literally no in between . there is only success and failure . I have been pressed into a leadership position because there really is no leadership within the subculture but plenty of politics is going on today.

again woman like me almost always just blend in society especially after surgery. not me , I intend to lay the foundation for a longterm solution for others with the help of so many others in society.  there is no way I can do this by myself and this comes from a woman that prided herself on doing it her way and by her self.  in the past I tend to , when I decide, move you out of my way with an oliver branch and if that did not work I did not hesitate using any methods available less physical force. I have changed dramatically in the last two years because of hormones. I have found who I am and I can work with others but trusting others  to do their job is hard for me since  in the past I have found so many are inept.  I have been compelled to change to survive and I have grown personally and professionally.

here is an email to a friend and my goals

I am going to talk to my banker friend about setting up a separate account to fund surgery since I read an article where paypal. stop and seized monies that funded a site for surgery not related to surgery .they held all monies for six months quoting irs regulations. I would be crushed if that happened to me.

the kinda site I would set up is below and I would link it to utube , facebook and my blog and anything you have in mind. i plan to reach out to my friends at xerox, va and who ever to reach the goal of 20k. but honestly If I reach 15k I am going to thailand. The relationship I have at xerox would make it possible to leave tomorrow If I had the monies in place.

I cannot take the pain much longer. I am mentally preparing and the mental issues of the past are quickly falling to the way side. the estrogen is a powerful drug and will either cure me or kill me. i have no in between and that is my personality. I like my chances of success and I would not wish this hell on anyone in the world. there is no reason for the wars I have fought in the last 2 yrs and well beyond.

talk to you later today

thank you

rachel