hi
I just received and viewed the clips of my nearly 2 hr interview which will be put into a 4 minute clip to be promoted in the nyc area. I know what others see in me now... a genuine woman..... next time I need to focus on the positive changes with estrogen and how my life has changed for the better. I think I did better than when I was speaking... i was focused on the message when I speak .... now I can work on the delivery of the message next time.(the 4 minute clip will be ready by Friday)
I have gone from the shy kid in the corner of the classroom to a public speaker and that alone is proof positive estrogen can , and in my case, is worth all the heart ache and pain. I am putting all of my efforts into this project because the fact is no one knows if I will die tomorrow or I will live to be 100 yrs old. more than likely I will live to be a strong old woman since one grandmother lived to 100 and another to 95. God help us all lol.
I am in awe if I step back and really see all I have accomplished in 2 short years on hormones. but in the moment it rips at my heart like nothing that is talked about. I pray to god I will make it to surgery and beyond to help so many . this is my dream ... help others after I heal myself .... with my friend's and god's help.
thank you
rachel
I commend you on your courage to make such a big change in your life. You're an inspiration :) The changes I seek are different in nature, but are large and daunting at the moment.
ReplyDeletei wish you the very best in your life. i know the journey is not easy but worth it. so easy to say in the moment but over time I have found that sharing is caring and society does care
ReplyDeletegod bless
rachel