LEFT HAND FROM RIGHT HANDED; HOW DO YOU DO IT RACHEL?

i have this fire in me and i know what it is on printing? i am determined to be me and the drive probably was put into place by my grandmother as she said , " never let them change you."  so in my search to be i need to learn to print and write with my left hand. this makes me cry so much because omg ... but what i found out is based upon research that if you are left handed it is better to teach writing before printing.

also i was telling .... I found the exact patterns for writing so all i need was paper. she said let's see what the expert's say?  i said that would have to be a first or second grade teacher. then last i said to myself i don't have time to wait for voc rehab to do an intake, process a request, then find someone to teach me had to write with my left hand. i am on a short time table and with surgery pressing me i will teach myself before the paper work is in place to help me from an agency . this is not ....issue but it is my experience that there is no program in place for me anywhere and we are basically making our way through this maze.

.... asked me how do i do it?( take the beating from society and the obstacles i have to overcome on a daily basis)  not so easy to do but the answer is easy.  i learned this from ziglar years ago but to implement it in to my life was necessary and that is by sharing all of my story i am not carrying the entire cross. the cross, journey of hormones and surgery,  has killed and hurt everyone that tried to carry it by themselves. i am sane enough to know, which was not present in my past, that i cannot do this alone. so this space of emails that never quit and phone conversations etc gives me hope and more validation every min of my life. this in turn means me, rachel, is a very important part of a big project.

if i focus on what i am asking science to do i am dead!!  ( sexual reassignment surgery)

just thank you for helping me with this huge project that will help others