hi
i worked my way through that dark space that was posted on my blog last night. I posted my resume on careerbuilder and I have an interview scheduled for tomorrow and one on Wednesday. I have really high highs and low lows but my friends seem to know when and what to say and how to help me I am one of the lucky ones.
I do believe god is with me and I said things in the last blog out of anger and frustration because i need surgery so bad and in the USA there are few options except CASH. I will not prostitute myself out like I said int he blogs omg ... thought of that I would never touch a male .... NEVER. I am woman that only would touch a woman or let her touch me.
I am not a Dominatrix,nor will ever be one, i am woman of god and lost some faith over the weekend but I have regained my belief in god and asked for his forgiveness. I am seeking a woman of god to share my journey with where I started thinking I would date , as some in the community say, the world. I am a one woman girl and will always be one .
i like to thank my angels of god for holding me up again and guiding me through this very dangerous time in my life because of the emotional trauma of my past and what I had to endure to move from Don to
Rachel. there never was a Don or Donnie there was only ever Rachel. she hid from everyone so well until she nearly died then god came to me in 2011 and helped me find my angles to help me on my journey on hormones.
thank to my angles of god and god bless
Rachel
ps this journey is not for the weak .... people say you are strong rachel... i am hurting but little by little i am making it through this journey on hormones
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