Thursday, January 24, 2013

email and my thoughts of where I am at now

I am learning that I am someone extremely special and a rare woman after talking to a guy at work . We had a talk and he says that other women like me don't want remembered that they ever were born as a male.  I think he is right.

I am proud of who I am and will not make excuses or apologizes of who I am or was and this is the profound difference in me. I also am on a spiritual mission to help others in my process of healing.  I think this why I hear so often "I never met anyone like you."



I have regrouped my thoughts and will schedule a consult with a sexual reassignment doctor in portland and gather more information.  I don't like it but my time table of surgery might have to be pushed out to 18 mos -2 yrs.  I just hope I can survive the journey. Getting the surgery too earlier in my healing process would be detrimental to my healing and could have disastrous results.

thank you for being a listening ear,

god bless

Rachel

ps have a great week

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