getting ready for thailand for 2015

I have talked to a friend in Portland and she is , as she says, on board for going with me to Thailand for my srs surgery.  My friend will video tape my recovery after surgery. So I am in the process of setting up a crowd fund site with a target date of February 2015. 

it is time to plan and place my life in god's hands because at nearly 55 yrs old it literally is now or never.  i wake up every morning with my estrogen surging to new levels each day and i cannot ever satisfy myself due to the mismatch of sex organ. it is my personal pain and i can no longer ignore it at this point in my life. i want to be happy and be with a woman emotionally and sexually but only as a woman.

my biggest concern is my mental state of mind after surgery and so little is known about it. i have very good women around me and it will take each one of them to help me with god through this radical surgery.

i will post a link soon to my crowd fund i will try to utilize to help me obtain surgery

thank you

rachel